I can't help but think she's kind of selfish for what's she's done.. Like she was willing to leave us all behind, she gave us no warning? Just did it.. I don't know what to do. I think she is going inpatient soon but I don't know much about what's going on. She's still refusing to eat and she tried to escape and pull the wires out and shit. It didn't work. She was screaming and crying and trying to attack anyone who came near her.. She's gone back to sleep though now and she looks so peaceful...
I hate seeing her like this, but when she’s sleeping its calm. She’s not going to be going college now. And they went through her room (her parents) and fount a load of bad stuff. A knife, more letters, blades, and a secret stash of some drugs and sealie bags (I’m not so good with spelling, I apologize) I don’t want to sound mean but I’m glad she’s getting help now she needs it. -Alisha’s friend.
She honestly didn’t think anyone would care. She felt very alone. Mental illness is very isolating. It’s totally normal to be sort of mad at her and to think she’s selfish, just remember to put yourself in her shoes. Perspective is everything.
It’s not mean to be glad she’s getting help! She does need it! She’s definitely not what we would call “emotionally healthy.” I’ve glad she’s getting help too. I’ve tried to convince her to ask for help but she always thought she’d just get ignored. I guess this was the only way she was ever really going to be able to let people know.
It’s hard to comprehend all of this, but it is imperative that you see it all. Do not water it down. Let yourself see it for how horrible it is. She is sick. She needs our help. It’s important to know how serious and pressing the situation is.